Tulips-My Beloved

These are my tulips on women's day.Ivy,Vinvie,Alvin and Ch bought me tulips.Today weather is good,hope i am like that too.Sunny and bright.Cheers.



My flowers "giver" and i,and of course my beloved-tulip of course.

Spring???

Indeed spring started very long ago,1st of March is the first day of spring.But emotionally i am not into spring.Today weather turning cold again,windy,cloudy,i don't like cloudy,it made people depressed.
Later i have biochemistry exam,instead of studying i rather blogging,this is bad.Too much so called feel just emerge no where i guess.I felt like i didn't see Ivy and baby girl for so long but actually we just went out together last weekend.Baby girl bought 3 pairs of jeans.:)Miss them a lot i guess :(.
So many things happened since we came back during valentine day.It is only 5 weeks but it seemed very long to me.I still like to be homed,being protected,nobody could bully me,nobody being fake and "snake".I wonder where do i want to stay next time,i couldn't stand people being fake,i think i need to stay in "GUA"ha ha!!!!!
Currently Ivy baby is doing fine and happy.I am so happy bout that.Vinvie-i think she is doing fine as well,just hoping that her wish to lose weight become true soon,as her wish.Myself,being more independent and more discipline yet to be achieve :(.
I hate myself why am i so emotionally,can't i be stronger and cope with all those nonesense.Can i just turn my heart into stone to prevent everything that hurt me.Now i need to proceed my way to finish my medical degree,not more than that.But is it so hard???

Life?

Life's life.i still need to go on with strong and independent.i think i am less of both of them.Suddenly just became very dependent to everyone else but not myself.

Busy?Guess not?

I didn't blog for ages.Missing in the act.Doing nothing now,nothing to write at the moment.Went for gym yesterday.Was doing fine with that.Hope i could be what i wish.