Black out

Fainted...Wow i am currently 23,first time i fainted.Luckily Cheryl was there,if not i wouldn't know what would happen.Scary.Thank you Cheryl.The things that cross my mind at the moment,were what if i died at that time,i don't know what meaningful things i had done,i things absolutely none.I pray so hard,hoping that i won't faint.End up i still.Now phobia of excercise and eating less but i would still continue,no choice because still far from what i aim.