2006 New Year Dinner

Just come back 2006 new year dinner in restaurant opposite Silpo,went to suprise ivan with a really early happy birthday.I was supposed to get my histology sign today,end up i didn't coz i never study placenta.Ch and Alvin sign already of course,as usual they are HERO of 211.
Tomorrow is last day of 2005.What have i done for the whole year?I don't know,i think the things i should have change i didn't.Wishing i throw everything bad in 2005 and carry on with a new head start with 2006.
Today mimi went to McD "saboi" Ch& I food.So touched,He he,he didn't buy me burger coz he said i am on diet,what a good reason hor?ha ha.Never mind i am very happy with that Cherry pie i got from mimi.It's sweet.
Going to zzzzz.Night.

Merry Christmas

Joyful,Merry Christmas.I have a really good time in dom kultura yesterday.Haven't been feeling like that since ages.Ho ho ho,Merry X mas.We took lots of photos,had been crazy,throwing each other snow on the way back.That's really fun. :).

Where to start???

I have too much to say but don't know where to start.Trying to log in for past few days,of course i can't,so haven't been updated my blog for quite long.
Wasn't feeling good just now,but now i am absolutely ok.i talked to my mummy,daddy and my sister for almost 2 hours.That bill going to cost my dad a "BOMB",oh no.ha ha but i am happy.I am really happy yo talk to them.
Missing home,less than a month to go home.I didn't on diet.i am going back fat this time,oh no,i couldn't achieve my target this time,too bad :(.I always said want to diet end up,go hay firer....
Miss home,miss mummy,daddy and of course my siblings.

Saturday Dinner by fishey Gal-Ing Lee

How is that?Sweet and sour pork by Fishey gal-Ing Lee Saturday night.Of course,the best!!!!

Snowing

SNOWING....Outside is snowing,2nd time during this winter.The 1st time was Ivy's parent came.One month ago,yesterday the weather is not that cold,lukily.We went for meeting then we went to "Marakhan"We sat there for almost 3 hours i think.We ate a lot a lot of suffs yesterday.Ha ha,yummy yummy mutton saslik.
Too many things happen since my last blogging.Don't know who is the person who actually pretend to be "Ivy" started to tagging in my tag board.Am i really doing anything wrong?Why?I don't know he or she whether with good intention or bad,but can't care too much.Internet is an world wide thing and everyone has right to do what they like.Anyway thank you for those who visit my blog and tagging.Thank u for bother reading it though it's boring and reading my same nagging ang nagging.May be unconsiously i am blogging the same things,sorry.
Yesterday was Olympaid for all second years student.Opps,saying bout this.All those who studying in Ukraine will know bout this.It's a 1 and 1/2 hours test,200 objectives out of almost 3000 anatomical questions we need to memorise and answer it.I am feeling bad about that,i have my part to study,i didn't finish studying my part too.So unlucky,may be it's god punishment,it actually came out those few topics which i am supposed to study.Luckiy i still manage to cover some of them,if not i wll be the killer for our group.I don't mean to do so,but may be like what Cheryl said,we knew how to say sorry but never trying to change.I don't know.I knew that is my fault,being irresponsible.I knew for sure he will be angry,but anything could be done,it's too late.That is what i mean by being a better person.I knew no one could be perfect.I just want to be whom i supposed to,i want to do whatever which i could,which is in my capability.I don't want to hurt anybody who loves me.
Except sorry,what else could i say????Being sorry is useless at this time,praying hard hopefully can pass it,that's all.

A kind person?A good person?

What is definition of being good and kind?I don't know,but for sure,i think i am still not doing my best in my life.I want to be a better person,more knowlegeble,prettier,slimmer,knew more things,and be kinder than who i am today.But how?I don't know how.I think i always do not well enough.I didn't treat my friend good enough,towards my family,what have i done?and what can i do?I still can do better.
Aim of life is seeing others happy,i would be happy too.Am i too shallow?Am i manage to do so?Am i manage to make everyone happy?Never mind,only can try my best.

Happy Belated birthday to our baby Girl-Vinvie

Happy belated birthday to Vinvie Hee.Supposed to blog this yesterday but can't log in internet :( too bad.Don't know how did she doing with her 22nd birthday?Hopefully she enjoyed the surprise party we had for her.Ha ha.Really suprising,wasn't it?
This few days haven't been feeling good,hmm.why?Secret ha ha,ladies secret.I didn't feel good with what he did,but when come to think about that,i only make my own life difficult.He will be still continuing laughing in class,talking very normally,going to class as usual.The only thing is it distracted my daily life.I don't like this kind of feeling.Hai hai,tell me what can i do?How can girl be less emotional?
A month to go home,less than a month to exam.Must "gambate"so do everybody else.Jia you.

Shopping again

Yesterday we went out for shopping for the intention to help only Mimi to buy a pair of casual shoes and a pair of cool jeans.End up,opps....four of us buy our own stuffs.Obviously Mimi still the coolest.he had an over new look from head to toes.He had a pair of very cool white leather shoes from Polland,a new khakis colour jacket and a pair of jeans with design.Ha ha i m happy because he managed to get his stuff.I knew him,he seldom went out shopping,if he went out he will want it to be a harvestful and fruitful shopping,if not he will think that is wasting of time.(Hmmm...Mimi thinks going out with us is wasting of time?Ha ha!!!!)
Ivy baby bought a skirt which is for children one,but..the impressed one is although she bought a children skirt she no needs to buy a largest one.How hope one day i would be like that.Mission impossible for me.Too bad.Vinvie bought a pair of "Vinvie style" jeans.I loved the design of the pockets.I think it's so sweet.Pink,blue,yellow stipes.She looked so slim in that,yet everyone knows girls well,she complaint that she looked fat.Ha ha guess what i bought?A skirt,a brown colour skirt for 75 grivven,for my size i think it's cheap.I am so happy bout that,of course need to thank my fashion consultant-Ms Ivy Lam.
He he already mentioned all the happiness and victory products we got from shopping.Now going to tell what sad thing,ar...embaressed thing that happen to me in Rinak(Market in Russian language).Yesterday i wore my expensive maroon colour suede boots with heel for shopping,since very seldom get to go out with him,so if possible could look as pretty as i can.but....hai....The most embarrest thing that could happen to me is my left heel drop out when i was walking down stair case.I was so embaressed.Ha ha.Thinking that what if next time if u go on first date,if this thing happen again.I am so speechless.
However so nice of him,running around to find a cobbler to repair my boots.We found one,but the unfriendly uncle never said a word but kept on shaking his head meant no no,i am not going to help you.Then he found a cafe,and we sit there and drinking tea.Poor him,we went out earlier so he can have more time to shop but end up we stuck in the so not pretty cafe,drinking tea.Luckily Ivy and baby girl haven't go out yet.For the first time,their slow motion help me man.They sent me my shoes.Luckily,again hai... another thing,i was wearing a 3 quarter pant.I am going get freezed,yesterday highest only 4'c,lowest -3'c.End up i bought a pair of leg warmer and wear a flat sneakers which doesn't suit my outfit at all.I think all the russians looked at me,but who cares.
At night we had steamboat because baby girl feel like eating steamboat.I end up too tired and sleepy,didn't want to go back,so i slept in Ivy's princess land.Suddenly i think of him,i think for sure he won't be going back because he is going to have his camp on somewhere in Ukraine in January.Now i am pretty sure he won't be going back.But again can't do anything,not like by telling how uncomfortable u felt,how unhappy u will be,that will make things change.
But can't care so much,need to study,need to concentrate cause exam is really soon.I still want to be a doctor.This will never change.

One week

Last week,this time he was on the way in train to Kharkov,this time is not that bad because i have internet.Still remember last time when he went to church camp,it seemed very long for me.It was like ages.I felt time passed so slow.It's feeling i couldn't help.I only can tell myself don't don't.It will make u slack in ur studies.
Wow i really solute myself,i had been awake since 12.30 midnight last saturday till sunday 10 something pm.I really wondered how were i managed to do that.Must be internet which helped me stay awake,i was chatting with Eason,Ivy baby ans Vinvie baby.Of course i missed him,I did sms him.Though feel like sms him a lot but i don't know what to tell.End up i sms him not more than 5 i guess.
Last Saturday first time i saw ivy baby walking alone from hostel to meet me in bus stop,though i am worried but i think need to let her learn to be independent.Now proved that she could do it.We ended up with haverstful Shopping.Winks Winks **.Happy.
These fews days feeling funny again since thursday.Wednesday i was alright,may be PMS,may be stress.I don't know the real reason,I felt that i am easily get irittated by his word.If he said a wrong word for a day,i would be feeling unhappy for the whole day.Why?I don't want to be like that.I am envy,how can guys be so easily let go.Why can't ladies do the same????
Exact one month to state exam,my exam time table is out.8th January is Anatomy,17 January is Histology.Don't know is good or bad to have such a wide gap.My ticket flying back to Mal is also on 17th of Jan.I scared unwanted and out of expected things happen.
At first i planned to give my mum surprised, end up i coukdn't stop myself by telling her over the phone.I called back in the evening,we chat until my credit gone,a 44 minutes duration call.I miss her so much.I told her i am worried bout not passing exam,she said what can do except working hard,ya i am fully agreed.What can do except "JIA YOU" .
Jia you then.....

Happy?Joy?

What is definition of happy and joy?An item that u enjoyed at the particular moment and it stayed only in your short term memory is known as happy,joy is an item that u are happy with and it will stay in your memory.This is definition by Mimi when we on the way back from uni one day.
For me,it seemed that i never been happy from my heart since very long time ago,may be after secondary school???I don't know how to describe.I don't know anybody else understand what i mean or not.But,i think this is the problem with human growing,when the more things we see,the more so called thinking and hesitation we need to deal with.
Sometimes i felt grateful,sometimes i felt tired,exhausted to deal with things like that.Relationship among people.Do i mind what people think about me?I used to very "concerned" about what people think bout me.But now,i think no more.May be towards the person whom i really closed to,i don't want them to be sad,i don't want my said wrong things make them sad,i don't want my over sensitive make their life hard.I mind what they think about me,because i want them to be happy.
Studying medicine?Why?What's that for?No idea,but one thing for sure,i am interested to know about human.that's why i am here.Everytime when i found something new and interesting,i would be so excited.Luckily i still have the learning will.
A new day,a month to state exam.No more asking how,action is more important.

L-O-V-E

L-o-V-e!What is that?I don't know,i have no experience in that.Family love i knew,friendship i knew,others i have no idea....
Suddenly realise a lot of things,love is not easy.Tear?Quarrel?Fun?Joy?Why and how?What and who?Which and?????
Yesterday i finally finish my Histology first exam.Finally,thanks for CH,my main consultant,who help me to study in in less than 2 hours for a topic.Thank you.Thank you.
Yesterday Eason,Jason,Jeffry and Wei Jie cook us dinner.I cook "bat kut teh" for them.Hoepfully it's delicious.I didn't try it because i am too full.
Recently nothing much,only been busy about EXAM and EXAM!!!
Ivy is not feeling well,hoep her get well soon.

Shopaholic?

Today Ivy and I supposed to go buy only toilet rolls,10 hangers and extension.BUt .....end up we like after mega sales in Malaysia.Guess what we did,opps,pai seh to tell.I bought 3 pairs of boots in one day.Ha ha.Cool.I love them because my 3 pairs of boots don't cost as expensive as my previous one,only one..now i have 3.Yeay!!!Thanks for my beauty and clothing consultant.Winks winks...she knew it.
Ivy bought a pair of thigh length boots.Wow is cool and sexy! BROWN colour with ribbons.i like them so much,i think she looked really skinny in that pair of boots.We have fruitful shopping today.

December

Merry X'mas?Happy new year?Oh no,exam is around the corner.Must "gambate".Wish me luck.